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This is a random post about my creepy interesting encounters lately.

1. Weird smiling man on LRT

So one day, le me picked a coach and stepped into the LRT, rest my butt on a plastic seat, only to realise the man sitting in front of me was staring angrily at an old man standing beside my seat. Weird enough, the old man was smiling at him. If I hadn't seen that angry stare, I would perceive the smile as a weird but friendly act.

It was something like this. #creepy

The fella was provoked by that smile, that he stood up and walked towards the old man, grabbed the old man's shirt and shouted, "What do you want? Huh? What the hell do you want?". Man that was my first real life fight encounter wtf. And it's not fun (or funny..for the record) at all. The atmosphere was so tensed but nobody dared to move a muscle, afraid that it would trigger the men's anger or something. And then the guy got down at the next station, the old man was still smiling, and then I got down and thanked God that nothing serious happen. The end wtf.

2. Weird talking man on LRT

Yes, LRT again. Well it is my main transportation other than bus no.11. When I was on my way to office, I took LRT, went in, sat down beside an old man and chill. The old man sitting beside me slowly took out his nokia cellphone (bitchplease it was a better phone than mine), pressed here and there for a while, and then put back inside his pocket. The coach was packed with people and some were talking there. All of a sudden, there's a chinese oldies music coming from the old man's pocket wtf. Everybody stopped talking and looked at him. For a moment I thought he was damn troll+hipster for playing music for people in LRT TROLLOLOL! After a song is finished he stopped it and started pressing his phone. Now's the weird part. He started mumbling to himself and getting frustrated for no reason wtf. I was sitting just right beside him ok if you know how small the LRT seats are then you know how close I was to him. Then he got down, and I got down at the next station. The end wtf.

3. WEIRD lady in elevator

OMG I feel scared already! I watched Sinister few days ago, read some horror stories online, and my heart is currently very fragile when it comes to horror/ghost-ish stuff! Wtf devil must have thought that this is the best time to mess with me T.T So I was in the elevator, coming up to my apartment. There was this lady who was running towards the elevator before it closes, I held it for her and she got in. She was dressing very weirdly that I can't tell what exactly the theme of her outfit is. But it sure as hell was not modern wtf. The elevator is currently my mirror wtf because we don't have one in the apartment and we can actually see our whole body figure very clearly in the elevator. Here's the thing, I saw the reflection of her smiling like the picture above! Yes! Imagine FEMALE joker, smiling into the mirror-ish material elevator door in front, head slightly look down. IT WAS LIKE GHOST STORY RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES! AND THEN, SHE NOTICED THAT I COULD SEE HER SMILING LIKE THAT! AND SHE STOPPED IMMEDIATELY LIKE IT NEVER HAPPEN! I got scared and kept praying in my heart. And then she got out, and I got out at the wrong floor wtf wtf damn panic! Then I reached my apartment safely. The end wtf.

Moral of the stories: Jesus is my bestest protection. <3

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Had a real tiring day but I managed to fulfill my daily blogger's duty to provide you a sneak peak of tomorrow's post!

Wow I really suck at art.

But well..you get my point.

Stay tuned! Hees.

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Finally finished the TVB series I've been stocking for so long. Now I can delete it from my laptop and I can haz 20GB more free space LOL

Anyway, Imma dedicate this post to a friend I've known since uni. Today is her birthday (I rather not disclose her age HAHAHA) and lemme just write about it since I have absolutely nothing to write in my blog already (yea...about the convo post...maybe tomorrow. HAHAHA).

She used to sleep at 6am and wake up at 6pm. Yes she is that badass HAHAHA! She is one of the most headstrong girls I've ever met, a typical Scorpio with that attitude who doesn't give a damn what people think about her and just do what she wants to do.

Not sure if I know her enough to make such remark, but I admire her strong personality who doesn't care about sense of belonging. She doesn't do self-pity, and she will always go for what she wants, making sure that she gets it. The amount of courage in her is too damn high!

We have the biggest differences when it comes to personality. I have always been the person who thought rainbows and unicorns exist (figuratively), and that everybody will live in peace and love. She gave me my first reality check, saying people come and go, relationship has to be developed as it is. Every time when I try too hard, I think about what she said and it really helps.

Dear san mui, I still remember what I wrote on the first birthday card we gave you (and I'm pretty sure you don't keep it anymore!! HMPH). You're right about people coming and going, and that we will never be as close as we were once we move on to the next phase of life.

But I just wana let you know that no matter how little we meet or keep in touch, you are still a part of my life, and it'll never change.

Happy Birthday, my ahya 'wife' HAHAHA!

OMG I LOOKED SO YOUNG!

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Gosh I'm having a hard time finishing my overdued convo posts (look at the posts dated few days ago, all empty to cheat readers one hahaha). Not sure why because I have eidetic memory like Sheldon so it is unlikely that I don't remember certain details (come to think of it, it is all a blur now omg!!!) LOL.

So why don't we skip all the petty details and talk about feelings #overly-attached-blogger

I am finally done with school. Muahaha I like saying that!

So I just want to use this post to tell my fellow readers who are still in your schooling years that YOU ARE NOT A LOSER FOR GETTING BAD GRADES! YOU WILL ONLY BE A LOSER IF YOU THINK GRADES MATTER! Put this in your head!

I'm sure at some point of our life we hear people telling us that but when the reality sink in, when you know you wouldn't be able to get into uni if you failed getting this grade, when you realise you need a certain level of education to get a job, you tend to move back into the 'grade matters' mental state.

It is true. You need to be qualified to do certain things. Can you save a person's life without studying how all the body parts come together as a system and how drugs work? Can you manage a company-wide bills and expenses without learning how important the numbers are to the company? Can you create the apps in your mind without getting yourself familiar with the codings and architecture?

The main point about having education is to learn how you can perform your dreams. You wana save lives? Education teaches you human anatomy and stuff, education institutions prepare you to be ready to do it.

Notice the keyword yet? It's 'WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT TO DO??'.

If you end up studying something just before you CAN, not because you WANT TO, you will end up in a career you don't hate but have absolutely no passion doing it. And then you will grow attached to it because it gives you good pay for having experience so you will keep doing it till the end, not having the chance to discover your dreams and potential.

Think about it. You have this job that you don't hate but pays your bill and support your family. Occasionally you get to bring them out for a nice treat. One day you met someone and you settled down. You have a family of your own now and you can't just bail on this job because you need the money for your children. It goes on until you're retired.

Is this what you want?

If it is not, think properly and chase your passion! I always believe that when you do something that you love to do, the money will come.

But I guess the worst thing is, not knowing what you want. This is where education comes into the picture again. Our current education system exposed us to various fields and you just gotta give it all a try until you get it. If you don't, obviously you have to look outside rather than forcing yourself to pick what's there.

Sometimes we are also tied by financial constraints. We can't go for what we want recklessly, putting our family's welfare in jeopardy. Well education will do wonders to your maturity and attitudes, helping you to plan ahead and deal with the constraints. So when you complain about your life, think whether is this the best you can do. Seriously complaints get you nowhere. Change does.

Education comes in many forms. Sitting in a classroom isn't the only way you can be educated. If you think you learn better by being practical, go for internship or get a job. If you like learning through reading and research, form l education is the way. If you learn best from people, look for mentors.

Education doesn't stop at secondary school or college or uni. It stops when you think you're good enough (pride issue/procrastination) or will never be good enough (thinking that this is the best you can do and it can't be better even if you try).

Pardon me for such a boring lengthy post. I love learning and I understand that sometimes the system or the people(teachers/peers) or our own attitude makes learning a constant struggle. It didn't have to be that way. Learning is fun. Getting education is a privilege. The ability to think and express is a gift. It would be such a waste if we didn't make full use of it.

Education is best paired with goals and good attitude. And I would say, 16 years of education taught me learn to live, and live to contribute.

Thank you God for making this possible. =)

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I've been known as a person who can't draw.

As a high achiever during primary school, I got my first C for drawing and the comment was "drawing's lack of imagination and creativity" FML.

And now, I'm just gonna prove you wrong!

No seriously, don't you see how innocent and cute my drawing is? I think mine rocks lah!!

HAHAHA!!

By the way, this is supposed to be a mango tree. =P

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Scheduled bah~

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Also scheduled

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Scheduled

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Alright we've come to my second day in KK and I must emphasize this: IT WAS A TOTAL CHAOS!!!

We woke up early that day and got ready to shop at Gaya Street. Gaya Street is a real long morning market, where a lot of locals set up a stall to sell typical Sabah souvenirs and stuff. Best place to get souvenirs! But it was too crowded (probably because all about-to-be graduates brought their family to visit Gaya Street which opens only on Sunday LOL!) so me and the twins were just trying our best to dodge the crowd. There was barely any space for us to walk through so yea..that's why I din get anything for my fellow jimui-s but they will always forgive me one although no matter where they go they will make sure they get something for everybody ok I'm the most horrible person on Earth #ohgoshwhy.

After walking we went for breakfast at Melanian restaurant which claimed that they sell the best pork mee in Sabah and have three franchais. It was right beside the Gaya Street, behind KK restaurant. I met yy there omg that silly who is gonna be working in Labuan and I will never have the chance to catch up with her unless she comes back to Ipoh!

Well here comes another incident to be added into my dad's jokes collection.

As me and yy were jabbering about her working at East coast,
Dad: (say to yy) I would like a pork mee soup and chicken feet.
Me: Dad why on earth are you placing order to my friend??
Dad: I thought she is working here?

So anyway, we haz the so called famous pork mee and it was a big meh. My dad and aunt went on and on about how Ipoh food is so much nicer lol.

After we finish eating, there was a large crowd of butterflies trolling in my stomach OMG I AM GONNA BE ATTENDING MY CONVO CEREMONY ALREADY!!

For that, my ceremony deserves a post of its own. Hees.

Journey to the East: Gan jeong moment is coming!!

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Hello! Are you ready to hear about my first day in KK during my convo trip! HAHAHA

Apparently flight meal on MAS wasn't enough for us LOL so we went to hunt for food once we settled down in hotel.

I can't recall the name of the seafood restaurant we went but it was beside Stay-Inn hotel and it sucked. Big time. Sigh. Looking for food in KK is a major headache. If you're not careful you will end up paying more than what the food is worth. I have nothing against KK fellows alright! KK's awesome but living in food heaven for the past 20 years of my life made my tongue super picky. So it's just me, not you. LOL

After the sucky lunch, I needed to arrange things for my dinner that night. So we went back to the hotel while I memorized the map from google map #direction-idiot. Deb came to my hotel to pass to me my robe and mortar board. Billion thanks to her for helping us out! If not we would have ended up with L & XL size of robe #horror-yaoming.jpg.

Cam-whored for a while XP

Then I changed into my dinner dress and get ready for the dinner. Suddenly it hit me that I remember reading from the invitation letter saying that the dress code is formal! I was wearing a sleeveless dress and putting on a coat doesn't match. OMG fashion crisis at such critical moment! It was 1 hour before the dinner already! San mui called up and told me she was going with blouse and jeans. So I was like..screw it Imma follow the dress code. Well..

Oh look I was the only one with formal (also nerdy) top! FML
Because of that fashion crisis I didn't have time to do anything to my hair or something. I just went with my usual self and bitchplease everybody looked stunning! Like REAL dinner! Formal my foot lah HAHAHA

I got to the venue (The Palace Hotel) smoothly thanks to my eidetic memory (cheat one. reveal next post!). The hotel was alright, but the arrangement was weird. My parents couldn't sit with me and they had to sit in a separated table with other students' parents. So San mui's parents and mine sat together. Then other coursemates' parents joined them and it seemed like they were getting along well #relieved.

The food sucked so bad I couldn't bear putting into my mouth. I'm grateful to be invited and all but seriously couldn't tahan the food lah. My coughing condition was pretty bad so I couldn't engage in conversation so much (if not I would literally figuratively cough out my lung) and didn't enjoy the dinner entirely.

That's moi!

After that we went back to hotel (another smooth drive #fyeah.jpg) and I met ahma at the lobby! Damn happy because I've not been seeing her for like two months already! She was with Leon and so I invited them to my room to haz chitchat session. It went on for another 2 hours and we really had a great time catching up.

As she was talking about stuff non-stop LITERALLY (yes! literally need to use 'literally' this time!), I blanked out for a while and went back to the time in uni when we (I meant she HAHAHA) talked about things for hours. Normally no matter how long the conversation went, I would just sat there and listen (and whine abit afterwards HAHAHA) because I really liked that feeling. Now that she wouldn't find me for nothing HAIZ, I missed her so badly. And I can see that she is much happier now that she's back to Leon and her family. That's what matters =)

After she left, I slept like a pig. Full stop. TROLLOLOL!

Journey to the East: First day there smooth like baby's skin!

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Did I mention it was my family's first flight experience?

Yes? Well hear this again..IT WAS MY FAMILY'S FIRST FLIGHT EXPERIENCE!

Omg I can see their excitement when we were in KLIA itself. Seeing things, walking around, following me to see how I do check-in and stuff HAHAHA!

When the plane was almost taking off, me and the twins were looking out at the window guessing which route the plane was going and all. They were discussing which plane's gonna fly first and how the wing works. At that moment, I was grateful that I can bring my family out to see another part of the world, experience new things. For the past 21 years of my life, I've been nothing but a taker. I'm glad I can provide now. =)

We had a smooth flight experience with MAS, and landed safely at KKIA Terminal 1. The car I rented was fine, and it was everything I imagined it would be (except for the LED around the door LOL damn cun!).

I was looking for car to rent since a month ago. Everybody was telling me it was too late to find a car, and I always got demotivated and tell myself, fine la since late already, might as well find tomorrow. With 6 people going on this trip, I ended up with three options:

1) Big car/van: best comfort vs expensive price
2) Small car: uncomfortable vs affordable price
3) NO CAR AVAILABLE

I was so desperate I went for every connections I have, and thanks to my jimui susu, I was able to get
medium car: moderate comfort vs affordable price! WOOHOO! It was like a heavy weight lifted away from my shoulder! Susu's recommendation was also able to help #soulmate to get a car too.

When I see the car for the first time at the airport, I was relieved. And the car owner is a shy uni student HAHAHA I bullied him and kept bugging him for discount! But eventually I gave him what he deserves because of his great service but now I'm wondering if this is a conspiracy to make me withdraw my own discount offer. Hmm....LOL he's still awesome! If you would like to visit KK and need a car, do call to 0148629314. It's an Honda Accord (don't expect new model la of course). Tell him you're recommended by me (Lynn), and you're in for a discount (hahaha nooo laaaa I simply say one).

Something like this but much cooler!

We had a direction crisis because we didn't know how to get to our hotel from the airport. We sent twin no.2 and dad to get a map or something. They came back with flyers and booklet about tourism in Sabah #facepalm. Eventually, the great MOI decided to give it a last try and bitchplease all you need to do is ASK the person in tourism information sabah counter.

The kind staff gave me a map and explained briefly how to get there and it was a smooth drive yo! #so-much-win. We got there, checked in, and the place was great too!

I was having major headache about hotel because if I were to book hotel room, I can't possibly squeeze the 6 of us in a room. But if I don't, we can't afford two hotel rooms also. Even if we could, the environment wouldn't be suitable for our stay.

So I did my research and I came across Likas Square Apartment Hotel. They offered a good rate for a 6pax standard suite. It came to RM180 per night. It was a bit pricey for me but it was definitely a good offer given its facilities and environment. I was happy with the apartment and their awesome service. They promptly attended to every of my enquiries and was efficient in doing their work. But of course we can't expect 5 stars facilities there. I think their aim is to bring you a home-like environment instead of luxurious environment.

Alright! I shall continue about our first day in my next post.

The Journey to the East: Transport&Accomodation were awesome babeh!

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Hi I'm here to clear my post debts! 5 convo posts #facepalm

So..on 19/10 I was rushing to pack like MAD. I finished work at 6pm, chillax for a while and get started on my packing madness. Dad was gonna pick me up at 10pm to sleep over to his place and then his colleague would fetch us to the airport.

One thing about packing is that I love imagining wearing the particular outfit that I picked and the places I would go wearing it. But the ACT of packing itself, ME LOATHE IT! I have to constantly remind myself what is needed, double check my stuff so I don't over-pack. And this is my family's first time travelling on the air! I know they were super excited...because they called me like once every 5 minutes to ask me what to bring and all.

So I was finally done on 9.30pm phew! I bathed and waited for dad. And then went to his place (wifi-less IMAGINE THE HORROR). I didn't really finish doing my trip research so I needed internet to continue planning my journey. But since I didn't get it, you can now imagine how horrible my trip became. Seriously just imagine it, and then times 100000. FOL.

Before I left the house, my roommate made me double check whether I've packed all the things I need. I needed to get to my dad who was waiting already so it was all a blank. Then I saw something so shiny I couldn't ignore wtf it was my laptop adapter!!! It didn't explode or anything..the shiny part is just a metaphor LOL. Lucky sial! If I didn't pack it I would literally (Ted: It's figuratively) figuratively die laptop-less!

So I happily packed my adapter and went over to dad's place. As I was trolling around in his room with my laptop, it occurred to me that I didn't pack my only black jeans! OMG DOUBLE THE HORROR! It was already 12am but dad's still willingly bring me back to the apartment and get my jeans T.T why I so clumsy haiz.

When we were back, it was already 1am. I couldn't really sleep thinking about my mum, aunt and the twins who were travelling on the bus to airport during midnight. So it was a sleepless night. #reason-to-my-panda-eyes

Skipping to the end, we boarded and reached KK on time.

The journey to the East: GONNA START ROCKING BABEH!

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I should be planning my trip, or pack, or complete more of my work.

But instead, I stared blankly at a plastic bag for a while. And then remembered from Vampire Diaries that a witch has to concentrate to perform witchcraft.

So, I stayed focus, stared at it, and mumbled 'Fly, you freaking plastic bag!', and then, I freaking blew at it.

Yes, amidst of all the things I need to complete urgently, I still have time to practice witchcraft.

So what's your excuse?

I freaking bet your current expression is this:

wtf bro are you high or something?!

And I wana show u this:

Problem? 

Hees.

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Well..I've been sick for officially two weeks. FML

Maybe because cy, deb and my mum took care of me too well in the past whenever I'm sick, now that I'm on my own, I couldn't take care of myself and this is what happen.

Everytime when I fell sick, they would do what they can to make me feel better. And it gave me the wrong impression that the whole process of being sick takes 3 days tops.

I AM SO FREAKING WRONG YO!

They were the one who were doing the tricks! I can't do a shit to help myself!

Before this boss and colleagues kept pestering me to go to clinic, but I was still on that mindset that my immunity system is damn freaking strong and shit. And good. I'm coughing non-stop like I'm having tuberculosis (wait, maybe I really do have it FML).

I tell you, during convo ceremony, if I bloody trip on the stage while walking to gett my scroll because I was too busy coughing and terpijak my robe, I WILL GO AND STUDY MEDICINE/PHARMACY/BIOCHEM etc AND THEN INVENT A CURE FOR COUGH!!!!!! MARK MY WORD!

And if you know me, you know I was bullshitting and that it was a sick talk. But if you really really do know me, you would know I am half serious. And if you can see through my soul, you know I am not serious about being half serious.

Forgive my sick talk.

I just feel terrible about not going to the doctor immediately, that I can't recover entirely before my convo trip. =(

THIS SUCKS!

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Hi hi!

So yea..I'm gonna be real busy these few days trying to finish up my work, and schedule four posts to be posted while I am gone for convo.

And pack my stuff.

And finish planning my four days three nights trip so we won't starve. But sure get lost one. T.T

And deciding whether or not I should get a hair cut at a place that I am not familiar with.

And do my best to cure my coughing before the trip #mission-impossible

And finish planning my trip coz that's the only thing in my mind right now. #headache

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So we were asked to do a slideshow about office schedule to be displayed on the screen in the office.

Ermahgerd we cracked our head thinking about how to create a powerpoint slideshow out of the box. The only suggestion we've gotten is, put some cartoon (mark my word, freaking cartoon!!) and make it move.

As an E-Commerce student who went through uni modules alongside with our multimedia friends, this is asking us to create an animation using Maya or something like that HOW CAN HOW CAN HOW CAN! So we jumped back in to the box wtf and made a simple powerpoint slide. LOL

To spice things up a little, instead of cartoons, I used what I know best. MEMES YO!

But couldn't do so much about it lah. For example like 'who's on leave' slide, I wanted to make a few ohgodwhy memes and a troll meme, indicating that those who took leave are trolls, and others are mourning over their neverending work TROLLOLOL awesome idea right! But I couldn't do that because boss might think we are all very miserable working for him hahahaha gotta stay low bro!

So anyway, done it, everybody liked it, I got to mix my favourite stuff with work. Conclusion, I'm a happy girl yuuuhooo!

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Alright convo documents are ready!

And I'm still having nightmares about travelling in KK. Don't wana jinx it but I can tell I'm so gonna get lost in KK.

Anyway, I had a major turning point of my life today LOL!

My supervisor has always been a political-conscious citizen. And yes I have not fulfilled my duty as a Malaysia's responsible citizen and register to vote. I have no excuse whatsoever. I'm at fault for that.

So today, we had a horrible lunch near our office. The scumbag chef refused (REFUSED WOR!!!) to cook a dish in the menu. Nehmind. What dish, you asked? FREAKING FRIED RICE!!!!!! WTHECK BRO! You already have so little business and losing all your customers to the restaurant beside, and now you wana pull this act just so you can drive out more customers from your little pathetic restaurant??? #facepalm How stupid some people can be. If there's any complication, at least make us understand so we wouldn't feel so terrible being treated that way mah. ish

Anyway, after trying to call the owner of the restaurant to complain about this and couldn't get her, and after paying for this dissatisfied meal, my supervisor and jw needed to put in some other better food LOL so we went to McD. HAHAHAHA!

Coincidentally, Kelana Jaya's post office is just right beside the shop lot of where the McD restaurant is. Knowing I'm still not a voter after one year of being a legitimate adult, my supervisor made jw to bring me there to register. Right away.

And I did.

You're looking at a Malaysian voter now. WOOHOO!

Anyway I didn't mind the horrible lunch and the trip to post office. Because not only that I'm a voter now, I ALSO SAW TWO INCREDIBLY HANDSOME LENGZAI PHEWWWWITTTT!!!! Wah mood damn good I tell you! HAHAHAHAHA if you've been reading my blog you would know I AM SHALLOW I ADMIT ONE!

HAHAHA today was a good day. But I know tomorrow will always be a better one. =)

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Ermahgerd I have no idea where to go in KK during my convo trip! Might as well just stay in hotel 24/7 with family (after paying 10000k for flight ticket HAHAHA).

Gosh it is really hard to plan for a trip. I have to consider almost everything. Budget, transport, place to stay, places to go, food, everybody's level of comfort, clothes to wear LOLOL etc etc. Now I realize what my jimui ss went through when she did all the planning for our girls' trip ARIGATO+THANKYOU+XIEXIE+DOJIE+SHUKRAN!!!

I'm done with the transport and place to stay. And for that I've already went through INTENSE SEARCHING AND EVALUATION for best deals and cheapest rate. True story bro! Now left places to  go to plan. And this is the hardest part because I have -100 sense of direction (yea..not even zero) and I've never been to KK before ermahgerd how can you expect someone like me to be in charged of this shit! I'm sure we're gonna be lost in KK these four days CHOI!!!! *touch wood*

Now I have to settle the stuff and documents I need to get ready for convo. Imma do a detailed post about the process after I'm done with it, so my future juniors can google "ums convo process" and read my awesome tutorial, not lost and confused like me, without reference!

But I truly appreciate my fellow generous coursemates who would share their experience once they complete a phase beforehand and let us all know.

So..7 days to go to complete Uni phase once and for all! Please y'all, if you have any place to recommend, please please please let this poor girl know. I don't think I know how to get to my hotel from airport also HAHAHAHAHA

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Today I've done absolutely nothing except for watching a movie with bf. So yea this is a movie review post and it's probably gonna suck because everybody around me tells me I suck at judging the quality of a movie (oh you muggles! #shake-head).

But honestly I think I have an awesome taste and it's one of a kind. #no-shame

So the movie of the day is DARK SHADOWS...and the first ten minutes of Resident Evil: Retribution because I couldn't bear the horror wtf.

Rating for this movie: 4/10.

It's alright, and is a classic Johnny Depp movie. And I was actually attracted to the vampire theme wtf I am so shallow! #despise-myself. But I never liked Twilight okay! #hispter-vampire-fan

Ok I was too worn out when I compose this post, so I wanted to continue the next day. But seriously I have nothing else to say about this HAHAHA #bad-movie-review

Ok la I mean..everything is just fine, sometimes it makes me chuckle a little, but that's it. Being a real monster (eg. vampire/warewolf/witch) is way better than being a human. The monsters were bad because of their nature. But human can do so much worse than a monster. Having a mind capable of making choices, human tend to do the stupidest things ever to satisfy their greed and lust.

Alright! It is still an entertaining movie, just a bit dark for the soul HAHAHA. Enjoy watching yo! Let me know what's your rating for this movie if you've watched it. Comment comment! **tutorial to comment can be found here**

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So today I was supposed to do a task assigned by boss. It was an easy one. I watched how my colleagues do it once. Aaaaaand the next thing I know I was assigned to this task.

The thing is, I DIDN'T HAVE ANY HANDS ON EXPERIENCE omfg damn gan jeong you know anot! I was so worried about it I couldn't sleep well. I dreamed about doing the task and couldn't do it because I really dunno how to do wey!

I was damn panic, emailing and calling up my colleague who showed me, and he had to sacrifice his rest time to teach me THANK YOU SO SO MUCH I REALLY APPRECIATED IT T.T I think my boss and this colleague had the perception that this task is just easy task that's why nobody understood how I felt (and partly because I didn't expose my anxiety to prove my ability but honestly I have nothing to offer one #failed).

So eventually I remembered all the steps (ya we have steps to follow one I am no programmer so no need to be innovative wtf wtf that's why I worth less than a programmer T.T) and did it.

Damn it felt so good.

Maybe it was insignificant for anybody else, but for me, I took a step forward in my career cheh wah. Baby step, but one step at a time right?

Cheers!

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WHOA!

Just ended a crazy long work marathon! I'm so used to using one or two hours to complete a task, rest for 3 hours HAHAHA then only proceed with any other given task. But today, its 9-6, non-stop yo! I was thinking, at some point, my eye balls are gonna quietly roll down my cheek and drop on the floor, and I will accidentally step on it, hearing the 'ptch' sound running through my ears......

Ok I just grossed myself out.

And my english sucks. HAHAHA

And I'm not complaining about my job ok boss I love my job LOL! Please give me more work! Ok that part cheat one hahaha!

Anyway I had a really long+tiring day, plus the frustration of planning my convo trip to Sabah, I'm just gonna call it a day ok!

By the way, if you have any contacts to car renting service in KK, please do let me know yo! I'm desperate. REALLY DESPERATE. *scratch the wall*

Bye!

Project 365: 52/365

Well since I've totally ran out of topic to write about, and some of my readers (cheat one. only ONE reader) told me that my comment system's not working (it is working), and I really wana see some interaction going on in my blog, so, why don't I teach you guys how to comment on my blog, right!

Alright alright I heard you. It's not like you wana comment or anything right. But knowledge is gold. You'll never know which point of your life you might need it. Trust me. Ok I have no idea why would anybody wana trust me too HAHAHA

I know nuffnangx is more towards mobile app, but I'm a cave-woman using a ancient Nokia phone in which when it fell on the floor, it breaks...THE FLOOR! Badass huh! Yea I'm saying I don't have a smartphone so..sticking to the web version of nuffnangx yo!

I've been embedding nuffnangx's comment system into my blog so I don't have to check both my blogger and my nuffnangx account to see the comments. It integrates both into one platform. I can see all from nuffnangx account.

Anyway, if you're a nuffnangx user, just click (OMG I tried to type 'click' but ended up typing 'lick' and 'kick') this part:

This is located at the last part of my post. 

Upon clicking that, you will see this:

So if you're a nuffnangx user and you're signed in, you can comment directly there:

There you go! Easy as that! And I can check it in my nuffnangx account:

Easy peasy!

If you're not a nuffnangx user, don't panic, you can still comment and I'd still get your love message HAHAHA

Same thing, go to the last part of my post and click :

See! Just fill in your name and prove that you're not a robot by calculating 2+2, drop your love comment to me and hit 'Enter'!

And I'll be able to see it, and reply to it:

Easy peasy too right!

So dear readers, comment away!!

Project 365: 51/365

#gasp

Boss found my blog!

Dear boss, If you're reading this, HI! *wave*
But meh. Guess you're not coming back to my blog the second time. #okay.jpg
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I've been putting spiderpman as my social networking sites' profile picture.

Don't ask me why. I'm just a badass like that (also it is because he looked cheeky and that's me yo but being a badass sounds like a more badass answer, you get what I mean?).

And then, on a beautiful day with bright blue sky and chirping bird, le boss asked me, "Lynn, who's the fella you put as your profile picture?".

So I said, "it's a meme". This seems like a wonderful answer right! I mean..I expected him to ask, "oh is it? what's this meme's name?". Then I can say, "It's spiderpman". And then he would reply, "oh hahaha I got it. Spi-derp-man right! right!" adding with some nudging act. I would agree happily and said "yeah! you got it dude! bro fist!" *show my fist and waiting for a fist bump*. And then he would be like, "

 I am your boss, not your bro."

Well, it didn't happen.

Because, his reply was, "I'm sorry I don't get you". So I said it louder, "it's a MEME. you know 9gag, sir?".  And his killer reply was, "what's 9gag?".

It was like a defining moment for me. I am finally gonna spread what I love to a person that I respect. You can imagine the following scenes in slow motion.

"It's a....um...It's actually..umm..it's a joke."
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Yup. That's my reply.

WHAT THE HELL, BRAIN?

If you're a hardcore 9gagger, none of it is true. Just close this tab and tell yourself you've never seen this blog post before. Seriously I made this up. #coward
If you're a hardcore redditor, you're probably laughing right now and liking/sharing my post. I'm not so sure if I should be happy about it.

Anyway, 9gag is not a joke. 9gag is a joke heaven. Yea I don't really know much about their history with reddit. And when I tried to look for a formal definition of 9gag, I actually found this from Urban Dictionary :

Good attempt, redditors or 9gag haters.

9gag to me, is a platform/resource for entertainment material collection. I've never felt so belonged my whole life, until I found 9gag community. I don't exactly interact with them..but we could be connected intellectually through the things that we liked and agreed on.

I dunno about you but 9gag is pretty damn awesome to me.

Go 9gag!

Project 365: 50/365

It's American drama series season babeh!

Now is the time where all my favourite series come back to me MUAHAHA! And I have zero guilt spending all my free time to watch ALL of them MUAHAHA (because I am no longer a student so I don't have the obligation to study as much as I can geddit geddit!)

Some might think I am too shallow watching these series (by some, I mean my boss LOL and my bf fml). And they might be true wtf. But...Ok...I wanted to start another sentence to defend my obsession but seriously there is no legit reason. Maybe I really am shallow HAHAHA!

Alright let's come and go through my current list yo!

1. 2 Broke Girls

I love this sitcom for its deep life meaning embedded inside. It is about two girls with totally different background, trying to chase their dream by doing what they are good at. Love the friendship, love the finance concept, love their courage and persistence in chasing dreams. I know I know it is just a sitcom, not real life. But I truly believe in doing what you love, grow your skills doing that, and money will come to you.

2. Glee

BIG BIG LOVE! I still remember the first time I stumbled upon this series. It was a cold dark night wtf during exam week. Le me was trolling in PPS trying to find something to watch so I won't stress myself out (lie one! I was just procrastinating). I've always loved High School Musical style of production (bitchplease I was 19), so I was so drawn into the setting and the story of Glee. Love their message, and their SONGS ERMAHGERD SO DAMN NICE! No matter what people say about Rachel Berry, she is always the best. To me. #coward Anyway, it's like I grew with Glee. Every phase of my life, they come out and sing relevant song. =)

3. The Big Bang Theory

Chose this picture because Raj looked really hot here LOL. This is like the awesomest most awesome (geez vocab nazi) sitcom EVER in human history. In my opinion. #still-coward I have no other words for them, except for AWESOME AWESOME AND STILL AWESOME AS EVER!

4. How I Met Your Mother

I watch this to witness Barney's awesomeness LOL. No seriously, WHAT DOES BARNEY DO FOR A LIVING? Seriously!!! What!!!

5. Grey's Anatomy

It is more than a drama series. Way more than that. It is a life art. Beating reality into you brutally. Anyway I blogged about it. So why don't you be a lamb and check it out here =P

6. The Newsroom

My new obsession. The level of professionalism is TOO DAMN HIGH! Anyway I've also blogged about this so why don't you hover over and click to read it =PPP

There are more. Trust me, I'm a drama addict. LOL. I still watch 'em, for entertainment purpose. But somehow I outgrown them and don't find them as appealing as they used to be anymore. I wana watch something that makes me think and grow. Or laugh whole-heartedly. Maybe this is a process of growing old #okay.jpg

And I can't exactly rate them because they are all my babies and I love them equally does this sound weird hmmmmm...

So yea thanks for reading and Imma indulge in my series heaven yo! Ciao!

Project 365: 49/365

I'm sick.

Please bear with my sick talk.

I've been having sore throat and flu these two days. But it's weekend yo! I didn't want to waste my weekend, so I took Max (from "2 Broke Girls)'s advice:

We man up, grow a pair, and stare germs at their face! This is the fries from the man who couldn't stop coughing. *eat* BOO YEAH!

And that's what I did.

When I felt unwell I will tell myself it is all just in my mind..I can use my brain to control my body..

How well it worked, you asked?

I am damn fking sick and feel so miserable now.

So please don't copy.

Thank you.

Gotta go back to being miserable.

Bye.

Project 365: 48/365

I wanted to do something different this weekend but bf being inco-operative, didn't went along with my hard-planned plan celaka betul so we went back doing the same old stuff..you know..movie and food #boring

The universe heard my crying and gave us an awesome encounter! #successkid.jpg

So as we were trolling in KLCC, we stumbled upon an art exhibition. Being a cheapskate and kampung-ish as I am, since the admission was free, we went ahead to check it out.

It was the 'i Art you Malaysia' art exhibition. I gotta say Malaysia does have great great talented artists walking among us. The painting and art works were really great. Since the theme is related to Malaysia, the art works were historical and ancient-based.

I did see some mainstream 'art' work. You know..the kind that splash painting on it and call the pattern artistic? No offence yo your work might be great but I'm just too shallow to get it hahaha.

So..yay to today's outing! French style ftw! Hehehe

Project 365: 47/365

SPOILER ALERT!

If you're a "Grey's Anatomy"'s fan, and you have yet to watch the latest episode, DO NOT CONTINUE READING.

Or if you're not a fan and you don't give a damn, please do give a damn wtf.

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I've been chasing "Grey's Anatomy" for years, and it was already very professional when it comes to medical stuff, even before it became mainstream (yea I'm hinting about TVB's "On Call 36 Hours" come on la that's just a bad replica of "Grey's Anatomy wtf wtf I hereby apologize to all the fans please don't hate on me for I was just expressing my humble opinion even though we have different perspective about my humility #coward).

I duno why people just wouldn't give it a try. My boss caught me watching during lunch time, asked me what series I was watching, I told him and he just sneered and walked off T.T I am shallow but doesn't mean this series is too T.T

So this episode is about death, lost, and the feeling that it'll never be the same again.

Sometimes when someone/something is missing, we can't get back to the same way as before. We've grown too accustomed to the way it was, not knowing how to proceed when changes come.

Just like what happened in this episode. We had to let Mark go, had to accept Lexie is dead, had to look at how devastated Arizona is with her disabled leg, and we had to witness how the greatest neuro surgeon was destroyed by his numb hand.

How do we live with it, when one day, everything feels different for us?

Some people chose to think "things will only get worse" and keep this thought whenever they experience new things in life or meet someone new.

Some people just brush it off and numbly move on.

And some just couldn't take the pressure.

There's a standard saying which is supposed to comfort us:

This is life. It'll get better. So just be strong, and move on.

But seriously, who on Earth can do that? We all know it is always easier to say than to do.

But again, even such a simple sense we can't take it and apply it in our life, what more can we say?

Haha I don't know how to end this post. Because I'm just as lost as them.

But dear Mark, goodbye. It's been six great years with you. =)

Project 365: 46/365

Have you ever experienced living under somebody's shadow?

A sibling who's almost perfect in every way?
A friend who appear to be more attractive?
A colleague who outperformed you?

Let's check the symptoms:

1) Feel like what you do is always NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
2) Constantly demotivated when you need to do something because someone else will surely do it better.
3) Only do what others are doing and want what others have.
4) Always admire somebody else's achievement.
5) When you finally achieve something, you think it is not because of your capability, but luck. Or the absence of the other person.

So that's what the bloody shadow does to us. It makes us feel like a lower person, always having less good quality compared to other people. But here's the keyword, COMPARISON.

A great mind (HAHAHA!) once told me, comparing yourself to other people is not only not healthy, but disastrous to your own self-esteem. How true! We would constantly put ourselves down because our mind has played a trick on us to bring another person up. It's like a mental disease, blocking your mind to look at yourself and just yourself.

We are taught to compare since we were young.

Having 100% is better than having 99% in a test paper.
Being the top is better than being the first runner up.
Being slim is better than being plump.
Having 3k salary is better than 2k (at some point this statement is true #skeptical).

But seriously, WHO THE HELL CARES! (alright I got you..you can put down your hand..#okay.jpg)

No seriously, why do we have to be BETTER THAN SOMEBODY in order to be good? Every single individual is special in our own ways.

If you have the symptoms above, know that you are strong enough to take the sun's heat directly, instead of hiding behind somebody else's shadow! You might find that the sunlight is actually warming, and you will feel really good to be on your own. There is a whole new world, whole new perspective for you to explore, instead of looking at someone's back all the time, thinking this is the best that you can get.

All the best! =D

Project 365: 45/365

Mega happy!
Some random stranger thought I am a student! #big-big-grin

Mega suay!
My 3P bag broke for the fourth time! #fed-up

Mega relieved!
My first presentation after 10000 thousand light years since I last presented, went okay!

Mega fat!
Ate a few heavy meals today!

Mega productive!
Was finally given some work to do and I feel really good about being able to actually do something real, rather than knowing concepts from theories.

Mega melted!
My husband Aaron Yan (just go along with me please)'s first hit from his second album is finally out! It is mega ultra nice, touched my heart so deeply with his voice! Fun fact: He wrote the lyrics for this song! Check it out!

Mega excited!
Bf's bringing me to watch Hotel Transylvania (not for free because I couldn't win any movie passes boohoo) this Friday! Heard it was nice and this kinda animation is MY THING yo!

Mega troubled!
Haven't rent car for convocation yet! It's gonna be costly so Imma file up my bankruptcy application first!

Mega worried!
Bestie's grandmother passed away. Hope she's doing ok and complete her fyp soon! I'm sure her grandmother was proud of her. And #soulmate's health. Used every possible way to get it into her head but it just won't work.

Alright this is what's going on in my mind today. What? You don't give a damn? Neither does my bf fml.  

Project 365: 44/365

There's a thing about me and strangers.

While I don't enjoy engaging in a conversation with strangers (thus making me socially awkward T.T), I tend to reveal everything about myself if they can ask clear question.

For example if you ask me what do I do for a living, I will answer I work in IT industry. But if you continue asking which field I specialize in, which company I work for, I WON'T BE ABLE TO FREAKING NOT TELL YOU.

Just now I was feeling a little lazy to make dinner, so I went to the nearest restaurant to order takeaway. Turned out the restaurant was closing, but they were willing to make the last bowl of curry mee for me LOL.

As I sat down and wait, the restaurant owner came and chatted a while. Within 15 minutes, she knows where do I come from, where's my company location, which uni I was studying in, did I take PTPTN loan or not, and PHONE NUMBER.

I mean,

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?

Ok it's not like she might be a bad guy or anything. But incidents like this happen TOO DAMN OFTEN! I once revealed my life story to a bus driver because he asked clear questions! He asked about my hometown, my current location, my love story wtf wtf, my family, my work and where I was going!

This is what's going on with me:

The awkward moment when you couldn't take too long to think of a lie or a way to go around the question, that you spilled the truth instead.

So basically, I was too socially awkward that I couldn't handle the awkwardness of taking too much time to answer question but yet my brain couldn't process so fast to come up with a lie or a way to go around the question, that I revealed my whole life to strangers.

Thank God I wasn't conned and nothing bad happens to me! *touch all possible wood around me with affection*

Well..what else can I say? I have faith in humanity HAHAHA! Yea I know I still gotta fix that!

Alright. Ciao!

Project 365: 43/365

Collection of my Dad's joke (Malaysian Chinese's style)

1.  Twin1: My friend is working in Starbucks as part timer now.
    Dad: Oh then that kopitiam pays him how much?
    Us: WHAT KOPITIAM?
    Dad: Starbucks sells coffee right? Shops that sells coffee=kopitiam la!

2. Twin1: Nah, I bought 4 cups of Chatime. Pick one for yourself.
   Twin2: Alright! I want the one with black pearl. *grab*
   Dad: *grab from Twin2 and sip* What's so great about this? Ask your
   mother to make tong shui with tang yuan (glutinous rice), and buy
   that kind of pipe to sip lah. Same thing only what!
   Us: WHAT PIPE??

    Dad: Neh this kind of straw so thick, look like pipe what.

3. Dad:

     Y U NO BRING UR BROTHERS OUT & INTRO UR FRIENDS TO UR BROTHERS?
   Me: We girls like to chit chat sing k all, how to bring them along?
   Dad: You girls just sing, twin2 can play guitar what!

4. *Radio station playing the famous Oppa Gangnam Style*
    Me: *sing along*
    Twin1: *annoyed* I dunno why everybody said this is a nice song!
    Dad: *being typical chinese who can't perceive the word 'style', and
    pronounce it as sai* Because it is funny! Got hokkien somemore!
    *sing* Oppa KANASAI!

Thanks dad for helping me to get through another post! Challenge accomplished because I blogged, like a joker!