Project 365: 119/365

Man this is so sick!

Ok I just started blogging not long ago so I don't really have much readers yet. Maybe just one wtf hello there #soulmate!

But these two days I've gotten the highest blog view from my entire blogging history!

As you guys know, two days ago I've invited my jimui Sushii to be the model of my Outfit of the Day post. This is because I've ran out of inspiration for the moment and needed something to keep my Project 365 running before I admit it is an utter failure.

One of the posts is about Sushii's debut news and another one is her debut itself.

And both had 60 and 62 blog views respectively (hover over to view the image)! How sick is that!

All my brilliant posts about partnership and equality, difference between motivation and discipline, social media rage etc etc had only like..pathetic 10 views? (Btw since the links are already here, might as well just click inside and read right? Hee)

So guys, seriously?

But I guess I've successfully explored a new path for my blog eh?

Project 365: 118/365

Here comes my 'Outfit of the Day' post!

Today my model is Sushii aka jimui aka angel!

Thank you for doing this and thanks for saving me from the lack of inspiration wtf. And my fellow other jimui-s, you guys are next.

So here it is, my super model jimui's Outfit of the Day!

This is actually her OL look hahaha.

Ok so let's do this.

Her top is a boring white long sleeve blouse. Paired with a fitting green short skirt and a boring plain black heels, there you have a perfect office outfit for the day. Lololol she's gonna kill me.

My point is, sometimes simplicity is beauty. I love the fact that she doesn't put on heavy make up and though reluctant but would take down the ridiculous sunglasses when we asked her to, and still look pretty as ever. I love that dressing up is an art, simplicity is one of the dress-up art that we must embrace.

Guess she nailed it huh?

*high five with sushii*

Project 365: 117/365

Ermahgerd I find it very hard to come up with a post when there is absolutely nothing going on with my life.

Why am I not as pretty as other bloggers so that I can do "outfit of the day" post and introduce my fashion point of view also! Stop looking at me with your despising expression tqvm.

The evidence of me failing miserably trying to display myself

But luckily, I got super model friends!

Say hi to Sushii! She agreed to be my model of "outfit of the day" woohoo! But since she is tired of partying too much wtf she can't send me a proper picture that shows her outfit today. Nehmind fellas! Stay tune for my next posts because it's gonna be legen---------wait for it----------dary. Legandary. Kinda losing the ohm wtf.

Hi everybaday! I'm Sushii! #mimick-her-tone wtf

Thanks babe for doing this for me. Speaking of this, I kinda miss you and others. =(

Anyway fellow readers, ARE YOUE EXCITED?

Project 365: 116/365

This is specially dedicated to my friend, Preyah for her wonderful wedding! All pictures are taken from Yee Mun aka the photographer of the day!

I waited so long to post this because I was waiting for the photos to be up and NO I'M NOT BEING VAIN hahaha because I wanted the photos to show you my gorgeous friends and the beautiful wedding.

To be honest, me and Preyah weren't super close or anything (except that I kinda copy her homework all the time during secondary school but I bet she wouldn't remember hahaha eh I remember all my friends who lent me their homework one!). I was flattered that she personally messaged me at fb and invited me. That was really nice of her and I felt really honored to be invited.

Their beautiful wedding photo! Also my favourite! 

So on 15 December 2012, which is also a Saturday, I came back from PJ to Ipoh just for this wedding. Apparently most of us also did the same for her. Some even came all the way from Johor and Kedah and we actually have to leave on Sunday for work on Monday. I guess none of us wana miss this =)

Before the wedding dinner, I was a bit panicky because I didn't know how to go there and I don't know who's gonna be there so I wanted to go with friends to avoid feeling uncomfortable #socially-awkward

I think it is very nice of Yee Mun that she fetched us all who had transport problem (or in this case, needed companion HAHAHA) to the venue. We were all staying at completely random areas and she didn't mind travelling to all possible directions (north south east west you name it) just to bring us to Preyah's wedding (and letting us in her room to see where she stored her precious items *wink*) Thanks Yee Mun!

One of the things I love about Preyah's wedding (other than the beautiful deco and the food LOL) is that we all got to meet up and reconnect. The best part is that I got to meet my bestie back in secondary school (who never jio me out and whom I never jio out hahaha)! It was a real happy moment for me but we didn't really talk much (maybe because she was busy taking picture of herself she is not much of a talker lah) T.T Still it was very happy for me to see her again.

Say Hi to Janice WYY!

This group of friends is not my usual gang in secondary school but most of them were my homework lender HAHAHA. During the wedding, it was kinda like a mini high school reunion for us. We made fun of each other and took ALOT of pictures together. Some ex-schoolmates that I thought I would never meet again were there for the wedding.

A proper one!

Yo YY! Candid shot doesn't mean hair pulling time!

Ok serious again! 

Hi Thiro! My long lost ex-classmate!! =D

If you noticed, we took alot of pictures WITHOUT the bride hahahaha and this is supposed to be her wedding LOL.

Gorgeous Preyah and the Groom!

This is my first friend's wedding and honestly I couldn't handle wedding moments. There were a few special moments when I (and Yee Mun!!) wanted to tear because it was very touching. It takes a lot of courage to get ourselves ready to start a life with another person. When I saw Preyah's smile, receiving blessings from everyone of us, I felt so happy for her and wanted to cry but that crazy girl WYY kept doing nonsensical shit and distracted me from that atmosphere hahaha.

Anyway, to the girl who has the same birth date as me, I wish for nothing else but happiness for you. Thanks for putting up such a beautiful wedding, giving us an opportunity to meet and come together to give you our blessings. 

Congratulations on your wedding and have a long and happy future together! =)

Project 365: 115/365

Here comes the mainstream the-world-didn't-end-you-idiot post!

Meh. I think the haters all around the world will do it for me. So no end-of-the-world related post!

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Yesterday I went to The Top Drop to drink till I drop before the end of the world support ma man for his caroling performance (hover over the link to see the picture of the pub which is NOT taken by me LOL). I brought camera but I enjoyed the music more than anything so I didn't really take any picture except for this crappy one:

I instantly instagram-ed! Gedit? LOL

I kinda like the environment there. Nice design, superb live band, awesome drinks.

But now I'm wondering whether there is any conspiracy to make the lightning so dim that it makes people blurry and tend to drink more to stay alert?

I see what you did there, fellow pub/bar/club owners.

Project 365: 114/365

So one day le me was feeling awesome, and saw a post sharing contest posted on Nuffnang's Facebook to win Les Misérables movie ticket for Thursday night. Since bf got nothing on Thursday and he'd be around, I went on sharing the post and fill up the contest form hoping to win the ticket.

That's when my luck got sucked out entirely T.T

I was refreshing my hotmail for like 10000000000 times every minute until 3pm in the afternoon. So I was feeling a little desperado and went checking all my other emails also (not that my winning email will be sent there coz I entered my hotmail address in the contest form).

Seriously, if there's a time machine, I will go back to the time I opened my yahoo mail which I have not been touching for 10000000 years ago and stop myself. But yeah. No time machine. So, jokes on me boo!

The reason why it sucked so much is that I found this in my mail: (hover over the image)

I'm well known as the financial wrecker. I will never be able to save money because if I have extra in my hand, I will spend it without hesitation. Of course I'm not proud of that. But now I'm really sibeh poor and I haven't been saving any money since I started working on October! Where got extra money to pay PTPTN! * instinctively hide my new shoes and bag*

So eventually I found out that I was supposed to fill in the email address I used to sign up for Nuffnang account. Since I entered the wrong one, I was automatically disqualified. Boy oh boy..that escalated fast.

Anyway, dear Miss Norziana, my pemantau kesayangan, please go easy on me and saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih atas dedikasi anda lololol.

Gone are the days...when I was not burdened with tens of thousands of study loan...*sigh*

Project 365: 113/365

Karma has landed on me!

Just when I was wondering why the Malaysian bloggers now only do advertorials and they blog so little, I realised I have 10 posts due!

Imma clear it this week itself! #challenge-accepted. Or not. LOL

I actually have a few things to blog about, for example the wedding I just went, the book that I'm reading, the drama that I'm watching, the jokes that I heard, the shit stuff I went through. But recently I felt as if none of it matters, if the world's ending on 21st December 2012.

AHA! Damn right I'm writing about the stupid end-of-the-world shit and you're reading it!

Honestly I dunno if the world is gonna end on that day because I'm just too damn lazy busy to read about it.

Last last weekend, I went back to Ipoh and haz sisterly time with my jimui-s. After getting lost and wandering around standing in front of random shops like idiot, we found Zakka Loft exactly like how Bobo described but we didn't believe! Hahaha!

Taken from Sushii mia Instagram HAHAHA

Nice place but got limited choices of food and a bit pricey. #aunty-tone

The point is, we talked about life, as always HAHAHA.

My first thought about the end of the world is that I'm not ready to leave this world yet. I wana build a family with my partner, I wana take care of my family and make them proud, I wana contribute to the society and show people money and glamorous is not what we should go after, I wana amend a few broken relationships, I wana see my kids grow up and be a great person.

There are so many things that I haven't do!

But then wc changed my mind about this. Living up to this point of our life is already a privilege. I am blessed enough to be living through 22 years without extreme crisis. I found my partner at the age of 18, I have a bunch of jimui-s like real sisters I wished to have (like literally. I literally wished for sisters before I blow the candles off on my 9 years old birthday cake. And my wish came true =D). I got to learn, I got to know the world, I met a lot of different kinds of people, and I really appreciate every one of them.

So if the world is gonna end on 21st of December, man oh man, I have no regrets. My life is indeed an amazing one!

What about you? Comment comment!

Project 365: 112/365

写写散文#2

又是一个下雨天。

我讨厌这样的天气。那么阴，那么冷，那么黑暗，那么无情。

那么的容易牵动我的情绪，那么的像你。

雨天让我的卑微无所遁形。想捂着耳朵，不要听到雨滴重重地打在地上。它仿佛是在告诉我，我是输家，我已经被俘虏了。我什么也不能做，只能坐在那里听着大自然对我的嘲笑。

最讨厌的事，应景的眼泪总是在这一刻不争气的流下来。曾经对自己承诺，不要为她/他流泪。结果滴滴答答不停下的雨，像是给了泪腺一个节奏，带领它们一起落下。

就像冲破了我最后一道防线，让我彻底崩溃。

在这个时候的我，完全失去自主权，只能无助地承受雨天带给我的绝情。

可是，我知道，在雨下得最大的时候，就是雨停的时候。

也是彩虹出现的时候。

也是大地焕然一新的时候。

也是我心灵被洗涤了的时候。

更是，我成长了的时候。

谢谢雨。谢谢你。

Project 365: 111/365

Whoa I just wrote a post in Chinese!

Sorry my dear English readers! I just wanted to try something else and so I wrote a little something in Chinese. The summary is basically about a person not getting any response from another person. LOL sounds so dull in English.

Anyway, WHY NOBODY PRAISE ME FOR WRITING SUCH AN AWESOME SHORT STORY IN CHINESE, GIVEN THAT MY CHINESE STANDARD IS ONLY UNTIL STANDARD 6?

WHY AR??

(inner voice echo-ing: Because it sucks~~ sucks~~ sucks~~ sucks~~~)

T.T

Project 365: 110/365

写写散文#1

人，或人生，充满着五味杂陈的感觉。
上一秒，你以为你已经解脱了。
下一秒，现实就以最狠的方式来告诉你，“小屁孩，你以为用双手遮住眼睛，就可以假装痛已经不在了吗？”。

这一击就可以重重地把你打倒在地上。然后心底最深的痛仿佛渗进了血液，身体的每一个部位都开始痛了起来。

你以为你真的避得过吗？

人生就是这样。
想抓住的，永远都抓不住。
想放开的，永远都甩不掉。

不想痛了。可是能说不痛就不痛吗？

不想再被一个人牵动你的情绪。可是你能不在乎他/她的一举一动吗？

他们说，时间是最好的解药。时间可以冲淡一切。也就是说，为了你我还得牺牲我宝贵的时间。那到底还有什么，是我自己的？

解药，我等不及了。如果可以在你眼中看到我的身影，哪怕只是那不屑的一秒，我就可以忘记那些痛。

虽然痛还在，至少我忘记了。

可以吗？

Project 365: 109/365

Hi all! Sorry to be so freaking annoyingly mainstream, but, IT'S 12.12.12 YO!

What extraordinary thing I did on this very special day, you asked?

Absolutely nothing.

I went to work, trolled around in the office, came back and watched my first episode of Running Man and couldn't finish my dinner coz I was laughing too damn hard, and then got stood up by bf because of a bunch of disrespectful scumbags who delayed the whole caroling practice, so I'm here sulking alone writing this nothing-special post on this special day.

On the other hand, I'm extremely grateful for being able to live and witness this awesome date coincident. I guess the babies who are gonna be coming to this world after 12 tonight would be like "aw man fml I missed 12.12.12 and I can't live for another 1000 years to witness this again!". Don't be surprise if they cry harder than any other babies who were born before tomorrow, for they are one unlucky batch HAHAHA.

Seriously man this is awesome. My loved ones are healthy and happy, I am obese healthy and happy, I had chocolate for dinner, and I have internet. This has gotta be the awesomest life ever!

So what are you grateful about on this day? Or are you grateful at all? HAHAHA

Project 365: 108/365

I'm inspired by my friend for leaving hateful comment about me being a sexist on fb HAHAHA.

And my reply was "chill la bro why so se-rious" HAHAHA I'm the worst conflict handler lololol.

This inspired me to blog about a conversation I had with colleague few weeks ago. He gave me a reality check and I was exposed to a whole new world of men-women relationship.

As a girl, I believe when there's a guy in our life, we are being sugarcoated by words like 'oh I will take care of you for the rest of your life!', 'oh I will help you with housework' etc etc. And I do believe guys grow up having the perception that they are to provide for the family and protect the family (and that's hot *wink*).

Girls are taught how to do housework even at their young age. In this modern era wtf I'm using high school essay language, we are to juggle between work and housework, constantly struggling which to put as the priority. Not saying men don't need to do the same, but it seems that women are under a higher extent of social pressure when it comes to this matter. I'm not talking about how men feel ok I'm just saying about the amount of social pressure put on both sexes.

The dynamic of men-women relationship is reaching a neutral zone where men are involved in house chores (which is originally women's duty) and women are contributing in providing to the family (which is originally men's duty). I think this is an awesome change but do we all know why is it awesome? My colleague was right. This is because we've changed from playing-our-own-role to partnership!

Do you know what's sexist? Sexist is those who think despite being able to do beyond our 'designated role', we're still bound to our duty. For example, a working woman thinks she is to keep the house clean for her family to live in, to take care of the kids and guard them from disturbing the dad etc etc. Or a man feeling insecure when the wife earns more than him when he's supposed to be the 'provider'.

Every person has different potential and talent, far beyond our own imagination. We could do so much better than we already are. This has nothing to do with gender. And what we do should base purely on our passion and interest. A woman who loves being a stay home wife should be a stay home wife because she loves being one, not because this is her duty. A man who wants to provide luxuries to the family because it wouldn't mean anything enjoying alone, not because he's entitled to provide.

In this case, my friend who commented on my status was very right about this. Why must guys be the one who buy things for the gf? Why not the other way round?

So except for accusing me for being a sexist (I am so not! I don't even do housework! Oops. Too much info. *zip*), my friend's comment is actually awesomely wise. Kudos!

Project 365: 107/365

I've never been the most disciplined person in my whole life. If you've been living with me or know me very well, you know I normally take things easy until the very last minute. Or I just don't do certain things that I have to do until I really need to get it done.

I believe one of the most common excuses given is "I have no motivation lah" (Excuse Malaysian style).

The thing is, if we are driven by motivation, that would mean we have no discipline.

Discipline is when we are ABLE to push ourselves to complete things that we need to do. It is our mind and willpower which is doing the trick, not motivation and any other things. I googled did research a little bit and found that this article talks about self-discipline the best! Also this is the first article that appeared after a wikipedia article upon googling 'discipline' HAHAHA.

Funny how I thought discipline is about being able to do certain thing consistently. I guess I learned the word 'discipline' together with 'study lah why you never study as hard as your friend! people study everyday you know?'. So I grew up with the impression that discipline=working hard, and knowing that I am not a hard worker, I often gave the excuse of lack of motivation to dodge pushing myself a bit further. (sidenote1: boss, if you're reading this, some awesome people say it's better to hire a lazy people than a hard worker because lazy people tend to possess bigger talent in innovation and I believe this is what you're looking for. So please don't fire me tqvm)

So saying I'm lack of motivation is equals to saying that I'm just damn freaking lazy to push myself to do what I need to do, and that I have zero self-discipline. (sidenote2: when I say I have no inspiration to write blog I meant it and it has absolutely nothing to do with self discipline wtf wtf wtf)

Also, when it comes to having self-discipline, we need to recognize whether our effort is really self-discipline or just motivation.

What's the difference, you asked?

Ok let's see. I love writing. But I can't write everyday (provided that I do have alot of inspiration) because I am just too damn unmotivated aka lazy. So I make this Project 365 to help myself to develop a writing habit by writing everyday. Me being able to write everyday is driven by Project 365, which is my motivator. Another of my motivator is that I've publicly declared I would write a post a day, so I have to do for the sake of not looking like a loser who can't keep her promise (and I really can't hahaha).

Remember I wrote about a speaker flushing his money to punish himself for skipping his planned task?
That's another motivator for him to be able to carry out his duty.

But ultimate discipline is when I am able to write everyday even without this Project 365 as my motivation. My willpower is the one which is controlling my action, not motivation. It is when we don't need a motivator to motivate us. It is when we are driven by passion and determination to get things done.

Honestly I'm not sure what will happen after my post 365/365. But I'm sure if I'm still able to continue blogging, I have grown as a person. And that's definitely what I want.

See y'all soon! As in tomorrow!

Project 365: 106/365

Whoa my level of shallowness has reached a whole new level!

Few days ago we went for a movie named Life of Pi wtf I officially declare myself as a lady of shallowness.

I watched it on 3D and the effect was overwhelming! Whenever the freaking tiger roared, I'd get a shock of my life, accompanied with a mini heart attack HAHAHA.

At the end of the movie I was like, wtf? So this is it? So literal and boring?

And then I went home and posted on my fb:

How wrong I was!

Today I went out with jimui-s to Zakka Loft (awesome place!), had dessert and tea, and discussed the story of Life of Pi. Wc told me the true interpretation of the movie and I was so awed by it! I felt ashamed for judging it so quick and underestimated Ang Lee's awesomeness.

I will talk about it real soon after I finish reading the book version of it to confirm the interpretation. So fellow readers, go ahead and watch it! Then we can discuss about it afterwards ma.

Now Imma read the book so bye yo!

Project 365: 105/365

Are you familiar with the concept of opt-in and opt-out?

For formal definition you can refer to ICO's site. For human word a more comprehensive explanation, here's a situation to help you understand. Suppose you've received an email from an unfamiliar company introducing their product/service, you read it and delete it, and the email didn't bother you. Then you keep receiving emails about updates of that product/service until you feel annoyed receiving 'em. You want a way out. There's a link for you to unsubscribe the updates. That's called opting out. Another situation is that you've stumbled upon an interesting site and you want to subscribe to their updates. That's called opting in.

In other words, opting in is completely up to you to decide whether you wana receive updates from a site, giving them your permission to put your email address on their mailing list. Opting out is more like putting you in their mailing list first, without your permission, and give you an option to unsubscribe from receiving it.

According to privacy law, opt out is a MUST-HAVE option for those companies that chose to do marketing by sending mass emails without the permission of the targeted audience. If they don't, they'd be violating privacy.

I guess most of us are familiar with receiving spam emails and shit. All we need to do is just clicking the 'unsubscribe' link and it'll direct you to the site that confirms you'll not be receiving their crap again. Of course it depends on the content of the emails la. If it is those emails where your friend watched some porn and accidentally clicked something wrong and it automatically sends emails that contain link to viagra wtf to all the contacts, of course you can't opt out to that HAHAHA.

There's a situation I find tricky because I have no idea how one can opt out of it. Seriously. When your fb friend started doing business on fb, USING THEIR PERSONAL PROFILE, not having the courtesy of creating a special page for it for people to like or unlike, what are we supposed to do? When we log in to check out how our friends are doing, we'll have to endure countless of statuses about the business flooding our news feed.

After giving it a serious thought for a few months, the best solution is:

*click* *choose unsubscribe from this friend*

Done.

For the sake of opting out from the dreadful business statuses, sorry pal, I don't mind missing your REAL personal status update. Hope you'll get a page soon but till then, sayonara!

Project 365: 104/365

I finally finish reading The Legend of Zhen Huan (后宫.甄嬛传) woot woot!

I read it because I wanted to know what's so special about this story that everybody liked it so much.

When I was reading I was thinking to myself, wow the difference between ancient time and modern era is so big. In ancient time when there's no freedom of speech, no nothing, people fought at their best for love, relationship, talent and justice. But now that we have all the freedom in the world, we pushed away the things people fought for during the ancient time.

So it's another night of zero inspiration. So why don't you check out this website for the list of the most popular Chinese songs this year and vote for those that you like?

I voted for Aaron. No doubt. HAHAHA! And also Lara, S.H.E & William Wei (韦礼安).

Night y'all!

Project 365: 103/365

Ok so if you've been following my blog or know me personally, you'd know I have weight issue.

What you duno is, how much I got teased for being fat wtf.

Teasing is alright. The worst part of being fat is LRT+seats. That's the hint. Go figure.

Coming back to the teasing part,

Incident 1#

Venue: Boss's house
Occasion: Deepavali Dinner

Boss: Hey you all come and have second round! Got alot of food left! *points at colleagues*
--nobody responded to him--
Boss: Eh come la! You, you and you! Come and eat! *points at colleagues again*
Boss: You! *points at me* you need diet so no need second round!

FML.

Incident 2#

Venue: Client's site
Occasion: Job, obviously

Me: *focus on work*
--heard heavy footsteps sound--
Me: wtf yo walk like bear la that fella!
Vicky: *with annoyed tone* eh stop stomping can ar? I know it was you.

FML.

Incident 3#

Need I say more?

FML.

Btw, the four heartless friends who liked the comment, one of them is the bf and jimui.

FML MAX.

Project 365: 102/365

Two posts a day? I'm on fire!

Just now le bf came online so I went to say hey. Like literally.

And this is what happened after the hey.

Reading guide: Blue is moi, Orange is le bf.

HAHAHA! Made my day!

Btw, Deb just confirmed that the sms scam stuff is a thing! Because she said she's gonna use it against me and risk her whole life being tracked down by the bank for misusing her skills wtf what on earth am I talking about hahaha.

Well, hope you had a good laugh. I know I did. =D

Update: Btw, yea my bf's avatar is Aaron. So what! #max's-tone HAHAHA

Project 365: 101/365

OMFG I have 7 posts due!

Hi fellow readers! Or just Deb wtf. The reason why I haven't been blogging these few days is because I was busy with work (the truth: I am still not done reading the novel). I was either out or really busy with work (the truth: busy reading the novel & watch drama), and I have no inspiration HAHAHA so whenever I log in to my blogger I'd just go blank and serenely close the window, pick up a cup of tea and continue reading my novel (the truth: there is no tea involved).

But I'm back! Because at a stormy night with thunder and lighting (chinese: 在一个雷电交加的晚上), le me had a nightmare about people bitching about me failing my Project 365, only to wake up to a cruel reality where people REALLY DO bitch about me failing my Project 365 (the truth: I really am talking about you ar #soulmate HAHAHA fyl). The nightmare is true shit btw.

So today I had two mind blowing moments with two awesome people. First first, I went to client's site with my colleague. Which client, you asked? I can't tell. But having the opportunity to go to this client's place is really great because at one point of my life (as in primary school time wtf) I was very proud of my Chinese language proficiency that I wanted to work in that field. 10 years later, this client never change a bit and I don't mean it in a good way. So there goes my dream of being in that field (hahaha I know it could be confusing that you duno what field I'm talking about..but you know..just some random field..hahaha).

Something is wrong with their database so my colleague came to their rescue and I was just being an observer aka useless person wtf can't even proudly say I am an intern and come to observe things anymore T.T. He had a plan of how to recover their database but it wasn't working, and worse, the person in charge was sitting beside us watching everything my colleague did. He didn't panic or anything, but calmly checking their database to see if there's any alternative. In the end he did it earlier than the client expected, and he purposely wanted to troll them by teaching me stuff first before completing the last few steps of his work HAHAHA.

Fml lah when I was doing some insignificant work at client's place and the person in charge there watching me, I also felt panicky and perspired under my armpit wtf. Knowledge and skills really do build up a person's confidence level (which is directly correlated to armpit's perspiration level #truestory.jpg). I wana be like my senior one day! #naive-tone

Second mind-blowing story is when #soulmate successfully created a sms scam system something! Hahaha I don't really know what she's doing. Developers are just so damn cun! (and hot wtf #wink-at-soulmate).

After experiencing both moments, I became very emo because I haven't done any significant thing yet (like in my whole damn life wtf). Then I went to the pantry and grabbed some cookies to eat. And there it is, the rainbows and unicorns! Life's all good again HAHAHA.

Ahh. No wonder I've not done anything significant yet. T.T