2017 Taiwan Trip - Planning & Resolution

I'm looking at my 2015 Korea trip post sitting in my draft and feeling like a loser lol. I promised myself to pen down my journey but I guessed it stopped at Day 1 hahaha. It was a shame because I have never looked forward to a trip so earnestly but I traveled with a friend whom I have never hangout physically in real life. I'm sure this raises a lot of questions like..

Hahahaha. To be fair I was in a tight knit relationship with said friend for like a year plus. We messaged each other every day and were really close. And we love Korea (because we were EXO's fans #facepalm) so much that we have decided to go on a trip together since we shared the same passion. But we've only met once during a concert and have never spend time together f2f. We didn't know each other's habit/preference outside of our chat window. So things kinda went downhill from day 1 of our trip. Oh well. It was still a beautiful and fun journey but I don't think we are doing it together ever again. So...that's that.

This time, I'll be travelling to one of the countries on my must-go list with friends whom I've known since I was 12 & have gone on trips together before. I'm really excited about this although I'm leaving my dearest husband behind for 9 days hahaha. To think that I have not even gone on a honeymoon trip yet!

Coming back to this trip, we are going on mid Oct (because flight ticket cheap lol) and hoping that the rainy season there will be over. We are done with our planning and coordination with our driver, booked all our accommodations and now we're just counting down!

I'm dreading the packing T_T and I have to get a pair of Skechers as my walking shoe but they are really so ugly that I can't justify the price :(  Hopefully I'll be able to get something nice when I shop next.

Alrighty! See you in Taiwan! *throw confetti*

Can't Believe It's Been 3 Years!

Hello blog! I can't believe my last post was from 3 years ago! And looking back at my posts, I'm already a different person at a different stage of life compared to who I was before. Pretty impressed with my persistence to write almost everyday back then :)

Well first of all, what's new is that..

I'M A BRIDE-TO-BE!

Everybody around me went "what?? you?? but wait...really??" when I broke the news hahaha stupid friends laa *plans murder*. To be fair, about 4-5 months ago before the proposal took place, I was still the girl who went "nuh uh I am not gonna get married so soon..now get out of my face and stop pestering me" whenever people (mainly relatives during CNY) ask me when will I tie the knot.
I guess the biggest turning point is when I went away for the longest time with my gf to Seoul (fine it was just 10 days but it felt like forever T_T). I suddenly realized how much I was pampered by him that I have almost never felt insufficient for a long long time. One of his favourite lines would be "aiyo see la I pamper you too much d until you are so spoiled now", to which I would always eagerly disagree and defense myself.

That trip became such a revelation to me and made me look at my relationship seriously. My relationship principle has always been that "you complete me" is an utter bullshit. In my mind, I wanted to be a whole person, a capable adult, before I can leave my parents as core family unit and build my own. I believed in "two complete human being coming together as one". And hence I was always reluctant to even allow my train of thoughts to travel to a place called marriage, a place which is totally unimaginable to me at the point of time. I was just..not there yet. I have expectation for myself that I have not achieved, to be that wholesome adult that I was hoping to be. And I have to be that person before I step into marriage.

But then I realized, we are not perfect and we will never be. I thought I was getting there soon because I felt like an independent and sufficient person back then, and it wouldn't be too long before I am ready. And that trip..was a big hit to me. I realized I felt sufficient because of the way he loves me, takes care of me and (behold......) completes me. *chills*

I don't know how much truth is in "you complete me" relationship quote. But to not disagreeing it anymore, is indeed eye-opening to me and allow me to accept it's time to take things to the next step, not letting unrealistic expectation to get in the way of being together with the only person I'd rather be with for the rest of my life.

So yeap. Here we are, stuffing ourselves with food unlike other bride/groom-to-be. #thuglife #foodislovefoodislife <3

Our Graduations

This is gonna be another short post, even after so many months since my last post.

I think I didn't really 'felt' like I've graduated, until my bestie Bobo (who is the last one to graduate among us, thanks to their weird uni schedule) is going through her convocation over this weekend.

For so many years since secondary school, we've been going through exams and school dramas together until we need to go on separate ways for uni.

I still remember when I first accepted the offer from my uni and found out that we were gonna start a whole new journey without each other (and to worsen it, across the sea), I was so reluctant to do all my preparations for uni alone. 

I went through first time boarding on a plane, going through uni orientation, talking to people (yea it's a very big deal to me okay #sociallyawkwardpenguin.jpg), and just living my schooling life without them. I remember it felt like my big sisters who were always there to take care of me can no longer be there, and I'll have to do this on my own. 

It was really tough. And I'm sure they felt the same.

I remember my first few days in Labuan, I'd cry whenever I missed them. And that I couldn't be there for them too. 

They'd call me sometimes (ok honestly most of the time..ok honestly honest, ALL the time #ashamed) to talk about life and get me to talk about mine too (because somehow I am always able to live a boring unhappening life so I don't really know what to talk about sobzz). When I was at my most helpless phase doing the dreadful FYP, they gave me strength to go on. They never make me feel left out even though I was ten thousand miles away from them. And by talking to them I felt like being home. With family :)

Well I guess through different ups and downs, knowing new people and learning new things, we got through our last phase of schooling life.

So, Happy Convocation to all of us! Ok especially to Bobo! :)

God's Blessing

I feel like I should blog this down so I'll always remember God's grace and blessing. It's more for my own sake but I hope it reminds you of how much God loves us.

Last Sunday night I wasn't sleeping so well. Also, that was the only time I didn't mute my phone after so long since uni time (really hate anything that disturbs my sleep at night =| ). I tossed and turned, fell asleep and woke up a few times in the middle.

Finally around 6am or so, I felt like I really couldn't continue sleeping anymore. I was so tired though coz I didn't get enough sleep.

Suddenly my phone rang. My first thought was that "why is my alarm ringing so early? It was still dark outside!". I quickly picked it up before it wakes my roommates up.

As I was attempting to snooze my alarm, I realised it was actually my mum calling me. Before I could answer, it was cut off. My heart started feeling extremely uneasy because I've heard alot of people saying midnight calls are usually bad news.

Before I call my mum back, I prayed for God's strength so that I was able to handle whatever that was coming for me. I've also said a little prayer of protection for my family.

I anxiously called my mum to find out what was going on, only to know that my dad got into an accident on his way back from Ipoh to PJ. Thank God he wasn't hurt at all, just that the car was spoilt. He needed my help to reload for him so that he could call for help from his colleague as it was company's car.

So at the end of the day he was fine and car was fixed, but my grandma was admitted to the hospital at the same day itself. And that my dad told me my mum was not feeling well over the last weekend, broke into cold sweat and stuff. I also found that twin no.1 who is now working in Sg fell sick. Adding to that, I had an extremely horrible week at work that I found it really hard to get by.

My life is not exactly in a good shape right now (so as my body lol #duno-wats-the-relevance-but-die-die-also-must-mention). But everytime I remember how God answered my prayer in His own way, I'm reminded that He is in control and we will never be tested beyond our capability.That alone gives me the strength to wake up every morning and tell myself "I can do this because God said so".

Thank God I have my cousins looking after my grandma in the hospital and share my mum's burden. They are younger than me and I felt sorry having to put them through the trouble of taking such a good care of my grandma while I'm just sitting here blogging about it. Also I have bunch of crazy colleagues sharing all the crazy stuff going in the office (although reluctantly lol) so it is easier to bear.

We'll always be discouraged and disappointed by something or someone at some point of our life. That's just a part of life that we must endure, so that we can be a better and stronger person, not just for ourselves but also for people around us.

So don't give up hoping for the best. If today sucks, tomorrow is a new day to start anew. If tomorrow sucks too, the day after tomorrow is another brand new day. Never stop fighting everyday to make things better.

Have a good day ahead yo!

Anyeong!

Hi dear readers (or nobody wtf)! I'm back!

Looking back at my old posts, I realised time really flies in a blink of an eye. My last post was about GE13 *roll eyes* gosh so outdated.

But I've truly been missing writing stuff and blogging like I used to. I could just talk about everything that's been going on with my life and interact with my probably-non-existed readers by sharing my thoughts. It was really great.

I think the difference now is that, there is nothing going on with my life *cry* and that I honestly don't wana talk about work after working hour. So there, I have zero things to blog about. (inner voice: why don't you just go ahead and tell the truth that you are too lazy for this shit?) Shhhushh inner voice shhhushhh!!!

Anyways, life's been pretty much a roller coaster ride for me these few months. My deadly weakness aka social awkwardness was put to test at the maximum extent.

One major stereotypes I have on working in IT field is that we will face the computer screen 24/7. But fml that it is not applicable at my current job. Everytime I was asked to deal with clients, my inner voice will go "说好的face computer screen 24/7呢??" (translation: where is the face-computer-screen-24/7 moment that was promised?). Not only that I must not show any sign of social awkwardness, I must also blend in some professionalism. How la?!

Second is that I was dragged to a Christian young adult camp by the bf n sister. Omfg human, human everywhere. I was really tensed all the time and my leg involuntarily shake (fyi it was in typical uncle's style) whenever people talk to me. I was like "please don't talk to me and try to make me feel belonged tqvm plz plz plz" but of course everybody was really nice to me and hence awkwardness level went up to 999 T.T. Thank God for bf's sister for staying right beside the whole time and steal conversation from me (I wun feel offended at all plz keep doing that tqvm lololol) and thanks to bf for his promise that his sister will stay with me all the time #useless-bf-just-wana-hv-fun-on-his-own

I guess I'm lucky to have my girl friends to hangout with (no idea why I was always socially aweaome in front of them that they don't believe I have social awkwardness issue) and #soulmate who is equally awkward and hence understand me hehe.

So yea I'm struggling but doing my best not to let it affect how I live my life. #rocker-hand-sign

Oh yea, did I mention I'm a major Kpop fan now? Hehehe oh yes I've changed.

See you soon!

The Civil Duty

No word can describe how I feel right now at this moment.

Few months ago when I officially joined my current company, my dedicated supervisor brought me to the post office near my office to register as a voter. Today I am filled with gratitude for his action and because of him, I was able to cast my vote and contribute to the political revolution which is happening right now.

And thanks to my colleague aka coursemate, JW who educated me all about the current issues and political news, about parlimen structure whatsoever (which we've learnt in Form 6 but I remember none of it #shame).

They both taught me why is it important to know, and to vote. It is not about whether it concerns you, it is about justice (like how you admire the Avengers, Iron Man all that heroes). I'm extremely disgusted by the very fact that some Malaysians can be bought off by monetary promises. But at the same time, think about all the other Malaysians who stood up for justice and plead for clean election, doing their duty to make sure justice is served.

I'm so awed.

No matter what happened tonight, I know that justice is right there. And we don't need superhero for that.

May the end of the day brings a better tomorrow.

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我听着她说，关于痛苦的一切。

听着听着，我在想，她的感受，我能懂几成？

然后海啸的来临，改变了我。

她说过，家人健在，有爱人宠爱，朋友成群，工作顺利，可是痛苦还是可以从坚固的围墙一点一点地渗进来，让她无处可逃。明明万千宠爱于一身，有什么资格说很痛苦？

而我，在这一刻，感同身受。

Happy Birthday to you aka LANCI Fong!

I wana take this opportunity to ss wish you a very Happy Birthday by singing to you one of your favourite songs, which was your ringtone, your non-stop-replay song during that time, and which it drove me crazy HAHAHA.

Nah, Happy Birthday to you, LCF!

HAHAHA!

Update:

Walao this girl really lanci! Sing half song she didn't accept, demanded full song instead. Had to quickly re-sing in case it is past 12am.

And I just realised I really didn't gave her much patience when she just wouldn't stop singing/playing this song. Because I didn't know the last part of the song (because I would either cut her off or blast my own song hahaha), as if I've never heard it before LOL. Sorry ah I 慎重地向你讲soli! Hahaha Happy Birthday! 18 forever!

Holy Week post 1#

Owh my goodness gracious I haven't been blogging for like a month @@

As usual there is nothing going on with my life. It's just work, Running Man, and sleep. But I do have something that I wana share.

This week is the Holy Week in Christian's calendar, which is the week before Easter. I didn't really take it seriously until today, when it suddenly came to me that I've been living in bliss and blessings.

Because I have all the people I've ever cared about around me. And I thank God for that.

I dunno what's wrong with me but I've always been the kind of person who yearns for good relationship with people whom I care about (maybe that's why I'm socially awkward when it comes to socializing, because I simply didn't care about them LOL #self-discovery). When things go wrong in a relationship, I'd feel as if the world is crumbling down around me. Seriously it really does make me feel that way.

And then I told myself I must grow up and grow out of this. I can't be expecting mutual love from everybody I care about because we are all different individuals with differences (and that person might not want my affection anyway lololol).  Might as well just give up trying so hard just to keep a relationship real and genuine.

But then I asked myself, why should I give up the ability to love for a person who doesn't appreciate love? Love itself is beautiful and not wrong.

So instead of not trying, I try even harder by not trying too hard HAHAHA confusing anot! I wouldn't say I am doing a great job, but I'm working on it, and it's been going great.

For example, I didn't know my best friend whom I've known for 11 years dislike loh mai fan (translation: glutinous rice) and went ahead and bought her that as breakfast. She gave it away to someone else wtf and told me she would have eaten if it is apam balik (do not hesitate to google this yourself wtf). Normally the tried-too-hard me will emo for a long time wondering why can't she just accept my offer. But the new and improved me (cheh wahh) sulked for 5 seconds (literally) and moved on happily knowing a new thing about her.

If there is no love, I would have thought that she is a person who is lack of social grace (chinese: 不会做人) and rejected her in my heart. Or if I try to hard, I would be upset that she doesn't accept what I did for her and end up having thorn in my heart.

All these are possible because of God. God himself is love, and He loves me so much that I am also able to love. Nothing is perfect and smooth in life but through these rough patches and difficult times, God made sure I can grow and learn, to love a little more and unconditionally.

Without me realizing, I have all these people whom I cared so much giving me so much blessings and love.

Honestly, I'm so blessed.

Thank you God, for giving me the ability to love, and actually believe in love.

Being a Filial Daughter

First, I was forced to ffk (aka bailed on) dinner with Bo and JH because I had to go support my mum on her singing competition. MY GAWD IT WAS A DISASTER!

Ok if you're a Malaysian (or to narrow it down, a Ipoh-ian), you would know many Chinese senior citizens put in a lot of effort on singing. So there is this society at Menglembu (a town in Perak), they have a singing class for senior citizens. My mum went and joined, and they encouraged her to take part in this singing competition to get experience.

We've heard my mum's singing, and no, we don't wana hear it over the microphone in which her singing will be magnified 10000000 times. HAHAHA. My hater brothers "coincidentally" had outings to go to and couldn't support my mum during the competition day. #Ihatethemsosomuch

So being a filial daughter as I am, I dragged my dad along to support my mum hahaha #filial-only-to-mum. When we reached, he literally pushed me into the crowd and escaped! $%#$%#$%@$# SO SMART! No wonder I am a smart person HAHAHA smart genes from dad.

Anyway, my mum was the 22nd contestant and when I reached, the 8th contestant was singing. MY GOSH MY EARS METAPHORICALLY BLEED OK wtf and I didn't win the lucky draw ish. When it was my mum's turn, my dad came in miraculously to cheer for her. I screamed and clapped so hard until the other contestant aunties stared at me LOL. They were probably jealous =P

After my mum, we found out that there's another 20 contestants to go. Without second thought, we immediately say goodbye to my mum and go home hahaha because she went with another car to my cousin's house for make up. Thanks ar jie jie! They dressed me up for most of my important events one #bow

So yea..I am a filial daughter.

The Effect of Working Life

My gosh work is really straining all of my energy!

Everyday I come back from work I just stare blankly into my future computer screen and turn off my brain. #ultimate-zombie-mode

Actually it's not like I know more and can do more, it's just that the amount of my usual simple task has increased. Boss has been pestering me about upgrading my skills because I've been working for half a year and I'm still at the same place as I was when I just started fml fml fml.

I have to admit I am having a really tough time juggling all my work and my duties. Maybe because I didn't have working experience with ADULTS lololol #private-tutor's-first-world-problem. You know how we get butterflies in our stomach when we are anxious? I feel that every night before I go to sleep. I am just so anxious about what will happen the next day, and whether or not I can handle it. It's been going on for a while and so I have to do something about it.

How?

Now I wake up every morning thinking about how much I've grew since the day before, and how I can grow more today.

Because, sedikit sedikit, lama lama jadi bukit! (continue rocking my awesome Malay language woot woot)

Hees

Project 365: 141/365

There was a man.

And a woman, with mental retardation.

They met, got married despite the objection from both families, and had two kids.

As soon as the kids were born, they were taken away from them because there is no way the couple can raise the kids with their financial situation and the fact that the woman needs special care.

The man lived his life in poverty but he never stopped working hard, and caring the people he treasured. Now that this woman came into his life, it never occurred to him that she is a burden. He brings her to work, take care of her and stand up for her when everybody else despise her.

Well it is not easy. Bringing her to work caused him to lost a few jobs. Taking care of her takes up so much of his energy. And the constant mockery from his close ones is also too overwhelming.

"See how miserable he is!"

"Being a wife is to take care of the family and she couldn't even manage herself."

"Wonder how they get through everyday.."

Yes he has to listen to all these everyday, and yet..

At the end of the day, when people ask who is she, he'd look into her eyes and say, "she's my partner.". She'd smiled and they'd leave holding hands, as if nothing will ever break them apart.

Who are we to say that they are not happy?

Project 365: 140/365

Woosh I had a fun weekend singing singing and singing!

So as I've mentioned in my previous post, my work got a lot more hectic and so I listen to songs and sing more now for de-stress purpose.

This weekend I managed to jio Deb out for karaoke session, dragging WoonC along with us hahaha. So before the gathering, I went to the mall and shop for CNY card. Nobody sends me CNY card anymore unlike my highschool time, so this year I decided to go old-school style and give out hand-written CNY card.

While shopping, I saw a angel pendant and I immediately thought of Deb. I don't think she would like wearing that but I got it for her anyway HAHAHA because I wanted to give her a gift that represents who she is in my life (time for the big awww moment hahahaha).

Hop over to #soulmate's blog to see how she described my gift in just one pathetic sentence, clearly showing how she disliked my gift but appreciate my effort lololol.

Anyway I'm gonna have a busy week ahead so I have my Ipoh sing k session booked with wc also hahaha de-stress to the maximum extent before cny!

Song of the day for you lovely reader,

I wonder how they managed to put two voices together and blended it in nicely! Tell me which one you like between Rachel (the first girl) or Marley (the second girl)! Oooh the game is on!

Project 365: 139/365

Aw man I've abandoned my writing for a few more days again!

Of course I have legit reasons. Most senior colleagues were relocated so even as juniors, we had to take up more responsibilities. The good ol' times when we just needa do our part (which was a rather light responsibility) and our seniors would stand at the front line, is officially over.

Also, I was sick for a long weekend fml but fortunately whenever I fall sick, my roommates would be having a holiday or something so I'd be left alone in the room, sneezing like nobody's business and accumulate tissue mountain wtf sedikit sedikit lama lama jadi bukit wtf I duno why I quote that idiom, it's not even relevant. Well it was abit pathetic that nobody could take care of me T.T when I lie on the bed with high fever, wanting water but was too weak to go get it, I tossed and turned on the bed suffocating until I had a bit energy to get up and get some water.

And to add to my fml whines, it was my first time to take MC in my entire life, I had to go to a wrong clinic which is not panel clinic, so I had to pay 40bucks for it. 40bucks. 40 freaking bucks. Ooooo no wonder I got sicker after seeing doctor HAHAHA.

But all these are just excuses to me not blogging.

I too wondered why I just couldn't find the urge to blog like I used to anymore. I had so many occasions to talk about, and pictures to show. Sometimes I would encounter some interesting stories too.

But you know what, that's not what I want to write about. That's not how I envisioned my writing to be.

I did not start a blog to write daily diaries. When I first started, I wrote awesome pieces (cheh wah self praise hahaha) like what I think about journalism & broadcasting, exposure to Refuge for the Refugee fellow founders and their awesome passions, etc etc.

It all meant something. It wasn't shallow and it was to challenge you to think, to inspire you on something. I know my writing hasn't come to that level yet, but that is what I was going for, and why I started doing this Project 365.

Anyway, yes I have a lot of due posts that I might never be able to finish. But one day, someday, I'm gonna sit down and outline contents to fill up the dues. It's for myself and it's what I owe to myself.

Till then, chillax ar bro!

HAHAHA

Project 365: 138/365

I have to hold myself back from writing another entry for your dedicated blog author that frequent. 4 times in a month!

Yep, it's me again sweetiepies! Apparently Lynn had fallen sick and couldn't update her blog that often coz what a patient needs most is having good rest.

But then again, I have my own blog to maintain I can't even think of a nice topic to write about already so how will I be able to fill the gap for Lynn leh

No worries fellow readers. I don't simply become a delegate blog author, but when I do... I've gather enough crap stuffs to talk about here lol.

First of all - today is holiday... for people who work in KL! WOOHOO! While you're reading this, dear Lynn is working her ass of in her office. She's one lucky byatch I tell you. Found her soulmate (literally! not me this kind of #soulmate :'( in the early stage of her life, forever top student, didn't have to go through all sorts of interviews to get a job and now she's pretty much a confirmed staff. Unlike me, I'm never a top student, still single at this age (even my sis also paktor jor aih wtf), went through interviews trying to impress people so I could get a job and then only realize I might not be competent enough for the job I'm doing and disappoint people wtf.

Second... I failed to execute what I planned #facepalm.jpg I wanted to go for a movie marathon today (partially to make #soulmate jelly LOL) but I couldn't ajak anyone T___T so I slept till I woke up naturally today ahaha.

Ok! Enough crap... Hop over to my blog to read what I have for everybaday!

xoxo,

Project 365: 137/365

This post is late for approximately ONE MONTH hahaha! I didn't have time to edit the photos until now so..

Hi wc this is for you ar!

We've never celebrated her birthday because it'd fall on school holiday and so nobody cares HAHAHA noooo lahhhhh we were just too young. Please accept my apologies on our ignorance (which is a bliss LOL look at how much we've saved from not getting you present HAHAHA).

Last year (actually it's just one month ago), we finally succumbed to our conscience and decided to throw her a very boring birthday party that involves only cake cutting HAHAHA! And to add to her suay-ness, I forgot that I promised to fetch her to our outing! She came back from work and happily called me up while I was busy slurping spaghetti at Gossip Jazz Lounge with others HAHAHA, Sorray!!

Before we throw her the surprise cake cutting birthday party, we accidentally talked about buying and getting cake and she had no clue at all! So dumbo (or maybe because her birthday has actually passed. that was a belated birthday celebration hahahaha sorray again)!

Anyway, we brought out the cake at her most sloppy time. We were gonna have a sleepover at bobo's place and she was too tired from work that she just lie on the bed like this:

And here comes the cake!

Gracefully cutting the cake!

And of course the inevitable head-pressed-on-the-cake prank! Seriously this should be abolished! I wana eat the uncontaminated cake!

Yeah so we ate the cake afterwards, slacked abit and went to sing k until 3am. Everybody was half dead already LOL talk about partying hard.

Anyway, dear wc:

I wish that you can grow taller and smarter.

Hahahaha please don't kill me! You've always been the most uptight yet responsible person among us, with awesome insights and courage to go after your dreams. All the best in your future undertakings and I know you'll be great! #confident-tone

Thanks for helping me to discover my ultimate noobness in photography LOL! I suck at taking photos no matter how beautiful the scene/model is.

But I shall end this post with the best picture I've taken, EVER!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WC & LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH MUACKX!

Project 365: 136/365

Well I gotta say,

I DID NOT PAY TO WATCH A HORROR MOVIE %$#^%#$#@#$@#$@$

Today we wanted to watch movie but we've already watched most of the movies showing in the cinema. Hansel and Gretal: Witch Hunters was the only new movie that we hadn't watch. So to avoid the 7-8pm jam, bf and I decided to watch this at 8pm (and yes he couldn't avoid the jam at the end of the day..at freaking 10.30pm! Seriously KL/PJ people what the hell are you guys doing on the road? LOL).

Anyway, surprised that Wrecked it Ralph is still showing in the cinema!

So we snuck in Chatime (yeah we are badasses like that LOL) and were gonna enjoy the movie, only to see very very horrible scenes like ugly looking witches and blown up bodies (highlight this part to see some spoiler: and disturbing relationship with a Troll named Edward. SERIOUSLY?!).

Conclusion is, I am traumatized T.T.

Project 365: 135/365

How was my Sunday, you asked?

I was busy being an artist uhuh uhuh you heard me!

That Sunday I suddenly missed Deb's voice so I made her sang and record her singing for me. She sang Titanium and the shit song that I mustn't name because people will judge my taste HAHAHA.

And then I made her sang a part of Christine Fan & Rainie Yang's duet by the name of 有你真好. Seriously I don't know how to translate it. "Good to have you"? LOL enlighten me if you have a better name. Anyway I was gonna complete the song by singing another part too.

She took half Sunday to send me the recording and I was like "dude I'm not asking for a studio version, just sing and send that's it".

And I took half day to complete the song HAHAHAHA seriously wey it's not like we want perfection or what! There was just too much distractions!

Anywayyyyyyy, here it is if you want to listen. If you don't, #okay.jpg.



Whoa so ngam SoundCloud displayed my Facebook profile picture and it was with Deb! This must be a sign that we're gonna be the next hit!

*practice signing my signature*

Project 365: 134/365

Hmph! Scumbag bf made me lost my blogging mood loh we went to so many places and took so many pictures but he never give me all those photos until now, that's why I had to stop blogging for a while (inner conscience: I'm just really lazy to think of something to blog about, and there really is not much pictures). Sorry fellow readers!

So he finally sent the picture of a gift that I've recently received with love!

When I went for The Last Stand premier screening last week, #soulmate was also there (to collect the merchandise she won, like-a-freaking-glamorous-boss! I swear she was glowing literally when she received her prize! Or maybe I have cataract @@). We met at Subway with weirdly socially awkward bf who didn't wana meet people (Chinese: 不想见人).

She came with this huge pos laju envelope wtf and held it like a badass the whole time HAHAHA ok la she got put it on the table when she had to gobble down the huge sandwich. Socially awkward bf saw her and was like 'that heels...' LOL #soulmate has a very very very awesome skill walking in super high heels and NEVER complain about the pain. If I wear a pair of shoes with little heels, I would be whining the whole time and if bf walks a bit faster I would go haywire and scream at him saying "dafuq is wrong with you! Can't you see I'm wearing heels!" heik heik heik.

Ok back to the story.

So while we were eating and playing with her new Hello Kitty phone (SUPER JELLYYYYYY!!!!) in which I accidentally held it with my mayonized palm LOLOLOL, she slamber-ly handed the pos laju envelope to me saying "nah your Chinese New Year card". I knew she forgot to post out mine when she went to the post office few days ago, so I also slamber-ly took it and wanted to take out my card from the big envelope, thinking that the envelope was hers and I was only supposed to take my card.

The moment I look into the envelope,

2013 CALENDAR FROM CHEECHINGY ARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love CheeChingy's illustration but of course the stingy side of me never thought of purchasing merchandise from her hahaha sorrrray!

I was soooooooooo surprised and fell in love with the calendar at first sight. Haters gonna hate but I believe in love at first sight lololol on certain things lah.

The best part is, CheeChingy got write message for me (as per Deb's request!!!) fuyohhhhh suddenly the value of this calendar increased so much that I'm tempted to put it on ebay HAHAHA.

Happy shit la seriously!

And now,

WHAT DO I GET FOR HER IN RETURN!!!!!!!

Damnit Sheldon you're so damn right.

But I'd be glad to give her a little something though. Hee.

Project 365: 133/365

I am exhausted!

Not sure if this is a sign of aging or my metabolism rate has gone lower. Most probably the latter wtf.

I actually do have a lot of things to write about, like my convo trip HAHAHA regret not writing on the spot because I don't really remember what happened, Christmas and new year, and bf's birthday trip to I-City!

Yea yea when I am recharged fully I shall sit my ass down and write it all.

As for now, be prepared to be blown away by my recent favourite:

You know how we would quickly insert Leo Ku(古巨基)'s two long medleys during the last minute of our karaoke session so that even though time is up, we still get to sing another 10 more minutes?

Neh the very own "geng goh gam kok" and "qing ge wang" (the songs' name):

Now I have new medley to sing hees. Rainie Yang is really getting better in her singing and honestly she doesn't have a big voice or anything like that, but I like all the big songs she took on and sang with such serenity.

Seriously you guys care about my artist critics ar? HAHAHA